Yep just a typical day in my life. I finally got back to the gym this morning but there was no Zumba. No classes at all as a matter of fact...which bums me out because on top of doing weights I enjoy gettin my cardio on but I hate the treadmill! The elliptical is ok which is what I had to do today and every other day that I go. I was thinking that I might talk to the woman who runs the gym and see what it would take for me to start up a kickboxing class. Im sure theres some sort of certification to get or something but I can do that...how hard can that be?? There is no cardio at 9am and that is when all the mommies go seeing as the daycare is only open from 830-11. This would be a great opportunity for me to "teach" and relive my karate days all while gettin my sweat on. I've felt like a piggy the past two weeks and I feel great today.
After Mase got home we ran out to make his 1230 hair cut and after that, we ran to the drug store to pick up more clortrimazol, aka, jock itch cream. The poor baby has chronic yeast infections and the clortrimazol is the only thing that cures it. So we got what we needed and zipped home for naps. The girls took amazing naps and Mase helped me undo the xmas tree. I got all the lights down and all the ornaments wrapped up and boxed. The chachkis are put away and anything hanging on the walls are all back in the bin. All bins and boxes are in the storage room and ready for next year. The only thing left to do is have Bill take down the lights out front this weekend. Thats the one I dont like doing. I love having lights in the yard! I even took the tree out of the house and tossed it on the front walkway. Bill will take it down to the fire pit this wknd and burn it. Speaking of Bill he said something today that really struck a chord with me. Before I get into that, I do tend to pick on him when we are alone or with friends. I realize what I do and I have toned it down a lot in recent years. I just feel like I've been put into this role of homekeeper/mom/servant and he has this huge ego and can be such an asshole that picking on him is almost like revenge for me. Now that I've lost all my weight and he has ballooned up so much Im getting frustrated with him that he just doesnt care about himself and by picking on him about his weight Im hoping he'll get sick of hearing it and get to the weights. ANYway, he said the funniest thing a few days ago and I cant let him forget it. OK he was playing with a r/c helicopter with Mase and the thing shoots missles. Well he dropped them and said "Now where did I put those missles?" Which is SO funny considering he is an FT Senior Chief. Missles are his job and he "lost" the missles. Today, he gets home late from work after a long day of weapons movement and I asked him if he found the missles (which I found to be a great joke) and he said "you'll never let me live that down willya?" and I'm like "no way! Imma tell that story at your retirement ceremony" and he's like "Oooh no. Who said you get to speak at my ceremony? That day is all about me." Im like "uh, why wouldnt I speak at your retirement ceremony?" He said "You'll just make fun of me and make a lot of jokes." That really cut me to the core. First of all at such an event yes I would make a little joke but to make a mockery of his lifes work is NOT how I role. I feel like he cant trust me to really shine for him. If I were to speak in honor of him, I would do just that...HONOR him. So yes something to work on on my part and def something to talk to B about tmrow. He was ready for bed and I needed to wrap my brain around what had happened. Im tired now and have another long day of tryng to get the house organized from Xmas and the disaster it left here.
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