I kissed him back!

As this week goes by things seem to look up more and more each day thank GOD.. I don't think I could handle more than one or two days of depression at a time.  Monday, I was still pretty grouchy but yesterday I got to get out of the house and take myself to the doctor. Cranking the radio and just being in control of something made me much more chipper which was necessary. On top of just getting out of the house I got good news at the Dr...she said I can stop the progesterone injections at 35 weeks and at that time I'll go off bed rest. Now there is something to look forward to! Feb 23rd is week 35. Bill was pretty stoked to hear that news too, that means we can start having sex! That oughta be interesting seeing as the last time we did it, my tummy was waaaaaaaaaaaay smaller and in 4 weeks Im going to be huge. Not that Bill will care but it's going to be awkward nonetheless. So last night, Bill (who has been much nicer since sunday) was on his way to bed early so he could wake up at 3am for work caught me in the hallway to give me a kiss goodnight. I didnt expect it but it was one of those kisses that had a spark, the kind we havent had in a few months. I leaned in and kissed him back! It made me feel like things are still normal between us...the normal just got buried for a while. The funny part was when he walked away and came back to where I was, we both kinda giggled and smiled. I think there was a big feeling of relief that we are making it through this tough time.