Apology accepted

I actually wrote Bill that note I posted yesterday and put it by the coffee pot so he'd read it when he woke up this morning. I found it in the trash with no response. Hmmmm I wondered all day if he was just rolling his eyes at me or what the hell was going on in that head of his. He came home at 830 tonight still sick but he actually apologized to me. So I guess his throwing of the note in the trash was just him thinking that he would talk to me later rather than writing me back. Fine by me as long as I got my apology. I was in the worst mood today I tried to make it a good day but for some reason I'd go from Yay! to Boo! and then back up again. We had errands to run and it went longer than I planned so my annoyance levels just kept interferring with my ablility to make light of the situation. We even went to McDonalds today, that hardly ever happens. I never take them there...the food is no good and the kids are so germy and they prolly never clean that play area.  But I was desperate and needed them to get away from me for a few minutes after running around in that fucking van for most of the day. So nuggets and fries are down, they are playing, and I manage to collect my thoughts. When we get home, the kids are outside and I get to fold laundry, whooo friggin hoo. Something told me that Iwas a bad mom because Im not watching them out there and I'll be damned if that sixth sense wasnt right because after I was done folding, I went out there (baby asleep in the swing) and that rotten little Cameron threw the grill scrubber and burger flipper into the pool!!! ARGH I slapped her on the thigh (so muchfor Love and Logic parenting...)for doing that. You cant just scoop it out with the skimmer, it might tear the liner! One of us has to climb in the freezing water and get it. Ooo maybe I can pay Kaitlynne next door 5 bucks to do it!? I'll have to ask. Anyway, the kids got to bed at a reasonable hour tonight and the baby has been asleep in that friggin swing since 4! I wonder when she's going to wake up? I was temped to wake her but I've learned over the years to let babies sleep, it always bites me in the ass if I wake them up. I think she knows Im typing about her cuz shes stirring now...I hope she wakes up in the next hour then maaaaaybee I can sleeep all night. It really doesnt matter anyway, Im used to erratic sleeping by this point.
The boats commissioning is scheduled for the end of next month and we have lots of family coming in, possibly Bills grandparents! That would be great to have them her that weekend because as luck would have it we were able to get Laurens Baptism scheduled for the day after the commish. Chris and Meg will be the Godparents, we love them and they've been so great to our kids. I was really happy when Chris called me back today and said they'd do it. So that's it, now I get to go shopping for a beautiful white dress for Miss L.  Yeaaaah, I gotta get a couple dresses for myself too. Fuuuuuuuuuck. I am so out of shape Im going to look like playdough in anything I try on. That's it, its time to get some DVDs. Now I have a reason to work out. I bet I can lose 10 pounds in the next 7 weeks if I put my mind to it. I need to lose 20 altogether but I'll settle for 10. Ok, Jillian Michales do your worst.