Jock itch cream

This has been the 3 worst days ever. Bill and Mase are in Indiana and I have been snowed in with the girls. It has been a nightmare...I miss Mason so bad. Im used to B being gone but NOT my baby. Cami has been bad and tonight it was the worst. She's fine in the morning but once the clock hits noon and nap time rolls around its like she morphs into the devil child. Then this Devil Child reappears at bed time. Tonight I found her playing in the toilet (full of PISS WATER because she never flushes) with Laurens bath toys! I escort her back to bed and not 20 minutes later I find a tube of Jock itch cream in her room after I discovered the nursing stool next to the changing table....The jock itch cream is an antifungal so I had used it to treat the baby's yeast infection. She sneeked into the babys room while Lauren was trying to sleep and took the tube and brought it back to her room where she "glued" flashcards to the rungs of the ladder which lead up to the top bunk. I was done. I went to the kitchen and got the wooden spoon and spanked her ass. How does that make me feel? Prettyyyy shittyyy. I do not like to spank the kids but this was my limit. Time out was not gonna cut it. Bill just called me and I just laced into him. He's all having a good time and I just told him how awful it was around here. Didnt ask him how it was going there, how his mom was doing after knee surgery, nothing. Great. Now I feel worse. Going to finish my wine and go to sleep.