effing Vday

I think the second annual Effy Awards will be posted soon. I'm getting kinda bitter and have a lot of things to tell to fuck off. I'll think about it a bit and see how many catagories there will be and of course what the winners will be! Last year I gave an Effy to quite a few things. This year things were pleasant but have taken a rotten turn. Maybe its because its Vday? Who the hell knows but there will def be a holiday catagory in this years Effies. ANYWAY........Bill called yesterday and my mood just got worse. It's not like I've been in a bad mood, just indifferent. Neither good nor bad. But he calls me drunk and I cant say I blame him! Hell I'd be drunk too! Shiiiiiiit. Gimme a day off (night included) and I'll get shitfaced too! Buuut the problem is, I really just wanted to have a conversation with him and I couldnt. So we hung up and were able to talk this afternoon. I got an idea of how much leave he gets so maybe we could do a vacation and all his leave dates are super sucky because they dont coincide with the kids vacation from school! So no Florida and no Va Beach. MPHFFF. Now what the fuck do we do?? Sit around the god damn house for a month? Gahhhh. I suppose we'll figure out something but for now it looks pretty crappy. All he's gonna do is be home and mess up the place.

Sigh. People are strange. one person gave me the ass-face when I asked her to move her kids high chair so I could get my stroller past. Like she was so bothered by my request. EXcuuuuuuuse me, honey. I didnt realize your life was SO hard.

Today is Valentines day. Oh the love in the air is contagious! The flowers from my sweet love smell delicious! My heart is a-flutter with devotion and undying love. WhatEVER. I could gag and spit all fucking day long. Went to the gym this morning and ran 5 miles on the treadmill in about 45 minutes. It felt like 45 hours though. I hate the friggin treadmill but my half marathon is next weekend and dont have enough miles under my belt. My music genius brother in law gave me some suggestions for music so I was rockin out to some stuff I never would have thought of by myself. Thanks to him those miles went a little easier. I cancelled my Salon class. It just wasnt getting the people it did in the beginning. So hopefully it will pick up again in the next couple months. We'll see. So to make up for that, I'm starting a Bootcamp class at the gym! That will be fun! I need to do more research into that and then make a killer 40 min class.