Its been pretty wild the past few weeks. I even forgot I had this blog to clear my head! Strange because in the mornings, i have nothing to do it would be easy to drink my coffee and let the girls watch tv while I blog away. But nooo, I rot on FB and look around at shoes I can never afford. Lately I've been looking for the perfect dress for Subball. I want something unique and interesting, something that suits me. The only dress I love is $250 and I cannot justify spending that much on a dress. The ball is on the 14th so I still have time. If I dont find anything else I'll prolly spend the money. There are so many places in Va Beach/Norfolk that put shopping around here to shame so I'm dragging Marla out for a day to find something(possibly). Last time I wrote it was Valentines day. Still a sore subject this year. Bill thinks its some Hallmark holiday but I love the flowers and cards. But he was out to sea so I guess thats neither here nor there this year. He ended up coming home much earlier than expected from this underway. It was difficult at first, he was in the way and constantly pissing me off. I was so mad at him all the time for God knows what now but at the time it was earth shattering Im sure. I read that sex heals most wounds and solves most arguments and it was so hard getting over the fact that I was pissed off to let him even hold my hand let alone take off my clothes! Long story short: sex worked. PHEW, so now things are great, he's home all the time until June and he's totally involved with the daily life I usually attend to and what a help its been. I didnt even realize how stressful it is doing the day-to-day with three kids until Bill is home and helping out with stuff I didnt know I needed help with! Im not sure that made sense but it's true.
Relationship stuff aside, life has been pretty good. I ran another half marathon and totally rocked my time even in the 40mph gusts and blinding lake effect snow. I killed my Providence time by a HALF HOUR! I'd like to do another half this year, maybe two. I'll see how things pan out with Bill's new boat schedule. He reports June 1 so I'll know more later in the summer. I've been kinda lazy since the half, and its starting to show. My pot belly is now very apparent. The weight lifting has started this week so hopefully I can tone up and maybe add some bulk. I'll def need some Spanx under what ever ball gown I end up with, LOL. Tonight I took Mason to his first baseball practice. He's doing big boy baseball this year... no more tee ball. The other moms seem nice. I talked to one of them almost the entire practice. I was unsure of her at first, she seemed like a helicopter mom but then I realized her son was ADHD, has sensory issues, and may be autistic. So I was wrong on my snap judgement. She was super and I had a really easy going conversation with her. Anyway, Im just hanging out now with a very full belly and an awesome glass of Cabernet. I really should modify my diet, no wonder I have a pot belly! Or I should just keep running like I do when I train for the halfs. I can eat whatever I want during training. Time to flip on the TV and plant my ass on the couch.
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